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By Sally Stephenson

Give a Brit a phone booth...

Give a Brit a phone booth, and she feels at home.

As I left the warm comfort of the British shores, nerves rumbled in abundance. I had travelled to Thailand with the hopes of beginning a teaching career, finding a life outside of England, and searching for a place to grieve for my late father who had passed away eight months before.

The death of my father weighed heavy on my heart as I began a new life in Thailand and, in hindsight, I cannot help but wonder if it’s a reason why I was unable to make it work in the country. I have heard that Thailand is not designed for Western women long term in the same way it is for men. While I cannot come to a conclusion for this statement based on my own short experience, I can certainly say that I found life in the country tough.

I had decided to leave after only a few weeks in Thailand, a decision that could be said to be premature, that I didn’t give Thailand enough of a go but I know who I am as a person and what I could handle and I knew that Thailand was a place that wasn’t somewhere I could live. The language barrier proved too much, along with the heat and food. In all vanity, I couldn’t get used to where I was working and the conditions I was working in. All in all I became overwhelmed and wanted to be back in a culture that was familiar.

I decided to apply for a visa to New Zealand. I had taken part in an Australian working holiday, had a wonderful time in 2008 and thought I’d have a similar experience in Aoetearoa. I booked the visa, received it in a couple of days and ended my contract.

I still had a month on my lease before I could leave Thailand for the start of my new journey in Auckland. I visited friends in Pak Chong where we spent much of one day hitchhiking through Khoa Yai National Park. I went to my first football match in the Buri Ram province and danced at a football game with a sixteen year old lady boy. I went back to Bangkok and saw the Safari World and tourist attractions of the big city. Then I was off for a week in Australia.

Leaving Thailand wasn’t without its dramas. I had no tourist visa for Australia when I arrived at Bangkok, and the airline would only check me in as far as Kuala Lumpur. Thanks to staff at Air Asia who got me on the flight to Sydney. I even passed through immigration without even being asked for a visa! (I had applied for one at Bangkok airport so my guess is it went through while I was still travelling). Getting to Australia was an overwhelming relief, seeing English everywhere was extraordinary and even going to the supermarket and seeing western food again was a joy. My week readjusting to Western life in Australia was a stark reminder that I am not the type of person who is able to live a life in a foreign speaking country. I like familiar comforts and things that I know well. Choosing to end my time in Thailand was by no means an easy decision. It was admitting defeat and admitting that I couldn’t succeed in the country. But, by owning up to these failings I found a wonderful new life in New Zealand and out of the flames of failing came success that I couldn’t have imagined.

That’s the thing about travelling: you can’t always plan what will happen. You can’t always predetermine how you’ll react to something until you’re in the situation. I enjoyed Thailand much more as a tourist than I did as a teacher. I enjoyed the work environment of a familiar culture much more than one that was incredibly foreign.

While I do think of travelling back to South East Asia, it will be as a tourist because there’s one thing that I will take from my time in Thailand – that the people are friendly, the culture is rich and there’s a whole other world to be discovered for those willing and able to embrace everything that it has to offer.

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Since 2007, Sally has lived in Australia, America, Thailand and New Zealand. She currently writes fiction and non-fiction while training for a career in Project Management. Her tales span the course of all of her travels and more information and blogs can be found at her personal site: http://www.sallystephenson.com/.

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